It's been months since my debut post, almost half a year even.. and it may seem like I have neglected this site, wasted my money and everyone's enthusiasm.. but truthfully. I've been struggling. I've come up with NUMEROUS drafts, but lacked the confidence, courage and strength to post them all. I've even gone as far as incomplete promo. So why are you here? I draw a lot of my inspiration from pain. Most times, personal pain - others observed, and truthfully I hadn't experienc